The last few days I have been much more comfortable when dilating.  It is still painful, but I have coped much better and that pain has lessened.  I had noted recently that I seemed a little damp at times.  This could be simply more discharge from granulation tissue but also it could be I was self lubricating to some extent.

As an experiment today I dilated without the aid of extra lubrication!  The first stage with the smaller dilator worked well, so I gave it a go with a larger dilator.  Again it worked fairly well but I did not it stuck a little.  The fluid in my vagina lacks the slightly slippy texture that lubricating jelly gives.  It is different to the fluid produced with clitoral stimulation!

I tried again with a slightly larger dilator namely a rigid type ladies vibrator.  This time though I was in trouble for a minute or so.  The darn thing stuck and would not go in or out!  After a few minutes of panic, I did manage to leaver the darn thing out!  Unfazed, I added a tiny quantity of lubricant and tried again.  This worked and despite being tighter than my larger dilator it did not tear me.

So now I know I am definitely self lubricating, but this may need a little help form a lubricating gel.

I am also so happy to have been able to take the slightly larger vibrator. It gives me hope that all will be well very soon!

Sadly as I suspected the patches are refusing to stay stuck to me! I always have this trouble with patch based treatments!! :O(

I was told to make dilating easier I should warm the dilator and also use two fingers to open the entrance before inserting the dilator. Both of these have helped! I wish I had been given this advice when I left hospital, it may have saved a lot of pain!

Taking of pain, I must add that making sure the nails are kept short is a goo idea. I just drew blood!! An internal injury is not what I need right now.

I have also noted today that things are working correctly and I have even started self lubricating I think!

A friend sent me a copy of hers so please unfortunately she had made her own notes.

It has come to my attention that a friend of mine is now seeking this information so I have posted them here.

Vaginaplasty Going Home

Vaginaplasty Going Home

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I have been suffering a sore throat for a few days now and am tired probably due to that strange stuff called fresh air!

Oh and I have to wait till after the postponed operation to start looking at getting my hormone levels right!! It’s been 4 years or more in there hands and never been anywhere near the desired levels! Seriously thinking I’ll go back to self prescription from off shore chemists!

I am able to increase my Finasteride to 5mg immediately.  That should help a little with reducing the rate that my beard regrows.  In addition I have a letter asking my GP to prescribe Vaniqa.

The letter also asks my GP to examine the possible causes of my weight gain and bloating.

The session went well as I was doped up with pain killers and had plenty of emla applied to the treatment area.

Sitting in the waiting room I did as I normally do and chatted to another girl also waiting for electrolysis.

Absorbed in conversation I hardly noticed another girl come into the waiting room. After a few moments she said “It’s Broxie! Isn’t it?” The voice was almost familiar, I looked over to see a young and very feminine face. I still could not place the name until she told me it who she was. Then it all fitted she had changed a little from my minds picture of her, but she is still as pretty and feminine as I remember from the days when I was not living full time in my gender role. That must have been 4 years or more ago!

Unfortunately she had found out yesterday that her gender reassignment operation the was scheduled a week before mine, will need to be postponed in order to have some other essential surgery done.

She is one of the most naturally feminine trans girls I have ever met, so I was surprised to learn that she intends to have some facial feminising surgery. I really hope it all goes well for her.