Girl Power

As I spend a lot of time at this computer I rigged up a separate computer for “G” to do her email and web stuff on. It is out in the kitchen and affords her the opportunity to view my website/blog at her leisure.

 

I don’t know if she actually does read the blog, but I have at least provided her with the tools for the job.

 

Unfortunately it has come to my attention that the current computer is unreliable. I decided it was time I treated her to something. Today I ordered her a brand new computer all of her own. I will have to invalidate the warranty as soon as it arrives. I need to put in a “wi-fi network card” and the manufacture has put a security seal on the cover! There really is not much likely to go wrong in the first year so it’s a risk worth taking.

 

The unit only cost £250.00 which is pretty good value for money considering it comes with software including “windows Xp home” which would set you back about £90 on it’s own.

 

 

Acer T120E Desktop AMD Sempron 2600+ 40GB 256MB DVD-Rom Modem Lan Card Reader Speakers keyboard Mouse Windows XP Home (Floppy drive Not Included)

 

New valentines day gift will enable “G” to keep up to date with Girl Power and email.

 

Broxie Early Bird

I decided that I would place another order at Miss Groovy for a C-Cup Invisible Bra. While I was there I bought a nail cleaning product. I hope it might brighten my toe nails.

 

 

Invisible Bra C-Cup from Miss Groovy £18.99

 

 

Bubble White from Miss Groovy £1.99

 

 

 

Broxie Early Bird

I got home and receive conformation of my subscription to Essential Beauty Magazine.

 

I changed and put some lacy blue cotton knickers on under my drab clothing. I have not felt like that for a while. Maybe because I have been so busy setting up this site and my male mode site.

 

Broxie Early Bird

I made contact with a colleague that I am to shadow as training for my new job roll. It looks like I may be staying away for a week in the Cumbria area. I have never been there, so that will be new ground.

 

I just have to hope that no one else from work is staying at the same hotel. Then I can practice makeup and lounge around and watch television en femme.

 

Broxie Early Bird

I wore my ukangels pendant to work today. The chain I quite obviously feminine in style and weight. No comments were made though.

 

I did have a strange conversation with a colleague that implied he had some concern for an ex colleague that he shared a flat with some time back.

 

He said that one of the bosses had inferred that the ex colleague was possibly gay. Also he had implied that having shared a flat with him there was possible cause for believing that he too might be gay.

 

Why this colleague brought up the subject is puzzling me.

 

My colleague went on to say that he had recently emailed the ex-colleague and commented on his planned move to Spain was timed such that it coincided with a transgendered festival in the area. He said the ex-colleague had made some comment that would suggest that he might be transgendered.

 

Again quite why he brought up the conversation is puzzling me.

 

It could be that he is now questioning how well he really knows the person he spent months living with. They had built up a close friendship, but maybe recent events have lead him to question this bond.

 

What puzzles me most though is why my colleague brought the conversation to my attention, we know each other in a work relationship only and it’s not often our paths cross. Even then it’s not always been a friendly work arrangement. We have had some serious falling outs and differences of opinions.

 

So why talk to me about such sensitive matters?

 

Maybe he was trying to let me know that either he or others have decided I might be gay or I might be a trans.

 

My only reason for this possible theory is that it was inferred by a work girl friend that I would make a good drag queen only a few days ago.

 

Just before that I was hit on by an engineer I hardly know at a meeting.

 

Smoke and Fire are starting to spring to mind.

 

I simply pointed out to my concerned colleague that it really should not matter what the ex colleague sexual orientation was and that it was of no concern of his ex boss.

 

I tried not to linger on the conversation as I do not know the motives that prompted it. I don’t care what others think they know about me as long as I do not end up jobless as a result.

 

Broxie Early Bird

Well, I don’t know what all these figures mean or how they help anyone understand gender!

 

 

Adult Questionnaire A – The AQ You scored 23 on this questionnaire.

 

Men usually score about 17 and women score about 15. 0 – 10 is a low score, 11 – 22 is an average score, 23 – 31 is a high score and 32 – 50 is a very high score. This questionnaire measures the number of autistic traits an individual has. The higher your score, the more traits you have. The maximum score is 50. This questionnaire is not diagnostic and is used for research purposes only. If you have concerns that predate filling out the questionnaire then please consult your family doctor.

 

 

Adult Questionnaire B – The EQ You scored 32 on this questionnaire.

 

Men usually score about 42 and women score about 47. 0 – 32 is a low score, 33 – 52 is an average score, 53 – 63 is a high score and 64 – 80 is a very high score. This questionnaire measures empathising. Empathising refers to the ability to identify and respond appropriately to another person’s thoughts and feelings. The higher your score, the more empathic you are. The maximum score is 80. This questionnaire is used for research purposes only. If you have concerns that predate filling out the questionnaire then please consult your family doctor.

 

 

Adult Questionnaire C – The SQ You scored 62 on this questionnaire.

 

Men usually score about 64 and women score about 54. 0 – 36 is a low score, 37 – 78 is an average score, 79 – 99 is a high score and 100 – 160 is a very high score. This questionnaire measures systemising. Systemising is the drive to understand the rules governing the behaviour of a system and the drive to construct lawful systems. The higher your score, the better at systemising you are. The maximum score is 160. This questionnaire is used for research purposes only. If you have concerns that predate filling out the questionnaire then please consult your family doctor.

 

Broxie Early Bird

I had to go to head office today and meet my new boss for a chat and to plan my integration to the team. On paper, I actually started the job back in November 2004. However due to operational difficulties in finding a suitable replacement for me, I have been stuck on loan to the old boss. Oh well, shouldn’t complain. At least someone wants me.

 

I will still be on loan to the old boss but not full time now. Obviously it will be good to actually spread my wings in my new roll.

 

I am going to have to stay away from home for a week, while I shadow a colleague, to gain experience, before spreading my wings in maiden flight. I might have to be away from Monday to Friday next week.

 

Now what can I do with a week in a hotel alone! )

 

In previous years I would have been disappointed unless others were staying at the same hotel. I would have wanted company at the bar.

 

Now that I have so much girlie stuff, I am praying that no one else from my company is staying at the same time. Then it will be safe to retire to my room for a few hours of makeup and dressing. I will have to remember to stop off on the way up for a box of wine and some bottles of mineral water. Then I will not have to leave my room until breakfast the next day.

 

Gosh, I might be able to just sit and watch telly en femme. Okay its still only one room but it beats being hidden in my bedroom at home.

 

“G” bought me up a package that had been delivered today. Seeing the jiffy bag she probably thought it was underwear from eBay. Actually it contained a little pink box with a pink ribbon wrapped around it. The lid had the “angels! Logo inset in silver on it. Inside the posh box was my “angels” transgendered necklace.

 

I took it from the box and put it around my neck where it belongs!

 

 

Angels pendant came in pretty pink box.

 

Broxie Early Bird

I have seen a post in the “angels” forum about a research project at Cambridge. I joined and have done one of three surveys.

I will do the others another day.

 

http://www.cambridgepsychology.com

 

Broxie Early Bird

“C” woke me up just after 4.30 am! I could not settle as he makes too much noise! I got up and started working on the photos for Girl Power Snaps.

 

I have decided not to use a blog for the photos. The main reason being that you can only load one photo at a time when using Picasa to load the blog.

 

The postman knocked at 9.00 this morning and I had to sign for an envelope. I nipped upstairs to open the package containing my first ever bra. I slipped off my tops and tried on the bra!

 

It seems okay but I have nothing to stuff the cups with. I had to buy a B-cup in order to get the 40″ back. I am about 42″ at the widest. I am hoping that the bra being a little tight will help pull my man boobies into some sort of cleavage.

 

I was expecting colleague “B” to arrive at any minute so I removed the bra and got dressed again. “B” arrived a few minutes later and we went off to work.

 

There was not much work about so I got home early. I was glad I had as another postman knocked with another package to sign. The Box was clearly addressed in my Bloke name and had a “Miss Groovy” franked logo. No doubt left in the postman’s mind then!

 

Inside the box was my “Invisible Bra” (Chicken Fillets), my tweezers and a free sample of a product to help reduce razor burn.

 

Was that coincidence or did the staff at Miss Groovy pack that in as they knew the chicken filets were going on a male who most likely needed to shave his chest first!

 

I took my new stuff upstairs and tried the “Chicken fillets” on and put my new black bra on over them. The chicken fillets help create a cleavage and do pad the bra a bit, but I need another size or an A-Cup bra. It looked just as bad under clothes.

 

I removed the black bra and put a top on over the “chicken fillets” and was much happier. It produced small bumps but that is miles better than no bumps at all.

 

Broxie Early Bird

I slept in quite late and was pleasantly surprised that I had not been up in the night. I had not been feeling to well before I went to bed last night. I had slept in a chemise and panties it’s always a nice surprise when I wake up in them.

 

I had a late breakfast and the went for a long bath. I shaved my arms for the first time, then my chest which is still quite blotchy from my waxing attempt last week.

 

I washed my hair and conditioned it too. I have not conditioned my hair for years. Now that I am trying to grow it I thought I might as well look after it.

 

I put in a fresh blade and gave my face the closet shave I could, the applied hair minimizing moisturizer to my beard area and “Nivia” moisturiser to the rest of my face and body.

 

I slipped on some panties, a dressing gown and slipper. Then I went down stairs and had some lunch.

 

After lunch “G” was tidying up and came across an old makeup book in one of the cupboards. I must have given her that years ago. She never did do much makeup and the book is in mint condition.

 

To my surprise “G” handed me the magazine as if to say you might as well have this you will make more use of it than me.

 

Wow! A girlie hand me down and from “G” to boot!

 

I decided to take it as a hint to get out from under her feet and go do some makeup practice. I took a bottle of water with me, so that I would not dehydrate while locked in the bedroom.

 

I slipped on black panties, black chemise, black 15 denier holdups and a black sling-backs.

 

I put on foundation, then several coats of concealer on the beard area. Then I done my eyes and all was going okay till I messed up with the mascara. I had to remove most the eye makeup and then attempt a repair job. I ended up with panda eyes! I made more repairs and decided to move on and do my lipstick.

 

It was just as I finished the face that I realized I had made a fatal error!

 

I had forgotten to bring a hair brush in from the bathroom.

 

I had no way of knowing if either of the boys were sitting in there bed rooms. There was only one thing to do. Take a chance and if they see me then just smile and dash back into my bed room as quickly as possible.

 

I kicked off the shoes and put a dressing gown on to lessen the impact should I be discovered. Then opened the door and stepped out onto the landing.

 

So far so good. No one else was upstairs, now all I had to do was nip to the bathroom and back before anyone came up. I made it okay, but I’ll have to remember to double check I have everything I need in future, before I get made up.

 

I slipped on my skirt and tried out my tow new tops. I also tried on the blouse “G” had bought again. I had wanted to buy it for myself, but as she wanted it I did not say anything. Sometimes we like the same stuff! Well that’s at least twice now!

 

I took loads of photos before hearing “G” call out giving me half hours warning that dinner will be ready soon.

 

I really did not want to go back in bloke mode yet! I will have to make a whole day of it, some time.

 

I just love looking in the mirror and seeing myself all made up. How vein is that! I am nothing like that in bloke mode! In fact most of the time I couldn’t give a fig what I look like in bloke mode.

 

Somewhat reluctantly I removed the makeup and clothing. The slipped on a pair of blue panties, followed by bloke mode clothes. Given a choice I would have gone down to dinner in Girl mode, but that would have upset the apple cart. Ho hum!

 

After dinner I uploaded the photos to the computer and set about deleting the worst ones. “G” and son “S” both sat on the sofa the whole tome I was doing it. It almost seems that “S” has appeared to see the latest photos. He stays in his room most of the time.

 

I uploaded several of the new photos to the angels profile before deciding to cheat a little and leave a poorly lit one on there as it’s harder to see the stubble on that one.

 

Broxie Early Bird